Janet Devlin – ‘I found fame at 16 on X-Factor before becoming suicidal’ | Music | Entertainment
Former X Factor star Janet Devlin has a message of hope for anyone suffering from suicidal thoughts this Christmas â âThe Samaritans saved my life and they could save yours.â
Janet was 16 when she topped the charts with Wishing On A Star as part of the 2011 X-Factor finalistsâ ensemble.
But in the years after finding overnight fame, she fell prey to depression, alcoholism, and suicidal thoughts.
The County-Tyrone-born singer told the Express: âI never anticipated being here past 20 but by some miracle I am.â
Janet, 30 last week, has just released her critically acclaimed third album, Emotional Rodeo, and says the lead single Best Life reflects how she feels about herself now.
She credits The Samaritans â a charity aimed at providing emotional support to anyone in emotional distress, struggling to cope or at risk of suicide throughout the British Isles â for saving her.
She said, âWhenever I take a train, I guarantee as I approach that yellow line to wait, Iâll see that little green Samaritansâ logo on a poster staring back at me and Iâm transported back to a time when I didnât even trust myself to wait by the platform edge.
âFearing my own actions.
âYouâd think by now, almost ten years later, the Samaritans signage would blend into the background. That Iâd take no notice. But I do. Every. Single. Time.
âIf you were to take my phone now and look at my contacts, âSamâ will be there. An old friend I called many times in my past but slowly fell out of contact with â happily so.
âIâll always be grateful for those lovely strangers who took the time out of their lives to save mine, for what a blessing it is to grow older.â
Janet soared to No 4 on the iTunes country chart and went Top 40 earlier this year with the albumâs btitle track, and her moving current single Red Flag just made the BBC Radio 2 Playlist.
She recorded her heartfelt and courageous country-rock album Emotional Rodeo (released today) at Martina McBrideâs Blackbird Studio in Nashville, Tennessee.
Born in Gortin, a village in Northern Ireland, Devlin is a life-long fan of country music, which has its roots in the folk music of the British Isles.
She said, âI wanted to make contemporary country in the old timey way; write songs for the folks in the era weâre living in with online dating, ghosting and the pitfalls and perils of social media.
âIâm Irish so I canât take myself too seriously. Itâs in my bones.â
She is intensely serious about helping people who feel lonely and downcast, as she once did, however.
At her lowest ebb Devlin never got her driverâs license because she never thought sheâd be around long enough to require one.
âI never anticipated to be here past 20 years old but somehow, by some miracle I am. Stood on the precipice of my 30th birthday. Accompanied not by the dread of that milestone as many may be. Iâm grateful to be here.
âNow I drive everywhere,â she said. âMost of the time I can move through the world in blissful ignorance of my past, blinkered to the demons that once haunted me.
âMental health help is hard to access, we all know that. The waiting lists are ever growing and itâs almost impossible to get instant access to the help needed. The alternative being too expensive for most.
âIn the current climate when people are having to choose between heating or eating, thereâs no way they can afford private care.
âSuicidal ideation doesnât discriminate though. You could have all the money in the world but still be silently fighting this battle.â
She went on, âThis time of year is an incredibly isolating time for those who struggle to make it through an hour let alone a holiday.
âWith Christmas on the horizon it becomes even more bleak. The most magical time of the year. Well thatâs how itâs sold to us.
âEvery ad on TV showing smiling faces, happy families and joy around every corner. With Christmas parties in full swing, people dolled up to the nines for their night off, there will be that one lonely soul who is painting on their smile. Clock watching for a socially acceptable time to leave.
âWhen the musicâs over and the lonely kicks in they make their way to the tube. As they approach that yellow line to wait and watch for their train, theyâll see that little green logo on a poster staring back at them.
âThey may make a life-saving friend in âSamâ too.â
*You can call the Samaritans for free on 116 123 or find them at Samaritans.org
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